Some random thoughts....

So, the whole reason I started a MySpace page was to start a blog. Over the years, and as blogging has become more popular I've thought creating one would be something very beneficial to my own mental health. Up until now, the time it takes to create and keep up with one just hasn't been there. Now, however, I've realized that the time that I could have used to spit out some of my thoughts were filled up with worry and anxiety.

My life right now is full of both worry and anxiety-and what I don't want is for this blog to become a huge Charlie Brown cloud that will hover over not only my head, but anyone that reads it. Those of you who know me, or have talked to me at all over the past 6 months or so knows how complex and negative my life has been. Those of you who haven't spoken to me within these past few months, may read these blogs and think-damn, this woman is SO DEPRESSED!

Depressed, I am not. Heavy-headed, I am. I really haven't had any outlet to get my thoughts out, so I'm hoping this will be therapeutic-and hopefully not a big fat boo-hoo, poor me, my life sucks type of thing. That's not how I feel, and I am very optimistic that things will change, they've already begun to.

So, with reading these blogs I plan on creating, keep in mind my intention and reason for writing them to begin with.

I will be filling them with not only my feelings, but opinions on things as well. I am so sick and tired of NOT being able to speak my mind and not being able to say whatever I think about something or to someone without being warned in advance that I might piss someone off. Those who remember the "old Haley" know that I said what was on my mind-and apologized later if necessary. I miss her. She really never did that much damage by being opinionated and sharing her thoughts on things. I think she may make a come back.

Enjoy the posts--and let me know what you think!
~h~