So, here is an update on where I am in my life right now...and what all I have going on in my heart and in my head....

I feel extremely anxious right now..as if my life is headed toward a climax. Like the break that I've been waiting for is right around the corner. I've felt this for a few weeks now which is exciting.

Taking this summer off from school and everything else was really the break that I think my soul needed to regroup, cocoon itself, and start healing.

I have had no time really to stop and really evaluate everything that's happened in the last year or so..and slowing down to do so has brought light to things I didn't want to see, but also given me leverage to press forward.

It's all up to me now and I cannot express how scared I am.